God is Faithful

Lots of people go through times in their life that are more difficult than others, where you feel like Satan has a sledge hammer and he is just beating at your door.
I have been going through one of those times lately. My husband and I have been trying to conceive a child since June of 2014. We had some luck in December but that did not last. Those are times when you feel like Satan has won but HE HASNT, God is still in CONTROL! After having a miscarriage you feel like it's something you did, or you ask yourself what could you do better to prevent this from happening in the future, ladies, it's not your fault! These things happen. You should not be ashamed that this has happened to you. I feel like there is such a stigma about miscarriages and I honestly felt like I did something wrong. This is society talking, this is not the case. 

I also can't help but think about how unfair it is that I want so badly to have a child with my loving husband in a home that we own and it isn't working out in our favor. God has a plan for my life. I wish I could see his plan but that's not how he works.
You never know what people are going through around you, lift them up in your prayers, be there for them if they need to talk, or if they just need someone to listen.
I have such an amazing support system in my life that I am so thankful for I just have to keep praying and telling myself that it is all going to work out in the end. It's all going to work out in his time, not mine. 

Life isn't always fair but God is ALWAYS faithful.


I don't post this to get any sympathy, I  post this because it has been laid on my heart to share. I hope that sharing what I am going through will help someone else in their situation, whether it be the same situation or not. 

I leave you with a very popular verse: 

I can do all things through God, who gives me strength. Philippians 4:13

Mary Beth Boyett