My title holds true

So four months of being without Jacob was interesting but I definitely learned that I need him and I am meant for him. I was with someone else for a couple of those months and things didn't click, I enjoyed the initial excitement but things did not progress they just got worse. Things are not like that with Jacob, we just click. No matter what we are doing, if it being laying outside to laying in bed to being on a date, I am happy and feel so in love with this man. I really screwed things up with us though and I am going to have to fight everyday to get things to a good place where we are together and a couple again and then try even harder to get the where we were with being engaged but it is all going to be worth it in the long run! Things are just to right with us for me not to try to make it work. I can not have what i have with him with anyone else just have to work at it and show him that I am not going anywhere. Today has been a hard day but like he says, "One day at a time." We will get there. I have faith.