Recently I have felt like this whole experience has made me really think about how much I trust God to do his will in my life. I am such a controlling person. I try to control everything that happens in my life and when Jacob and I decided to start trying I tried to control when I was going to get pregnant and have a child. God showed me really quick that was not how things where going to go. Along with everything else we have gone through, I became pregnant again in April and the first week of May I got the devastating news that my hormone levels were dropping again and I had to experience the worst once again. All I think about now is how this path is completely out of my control and I need to let go of that feeling that I need to control it.
We sang this song this Sunday at church and it was exactly what I needed, exactly what I was feeling and so much more.
God is always in control. His plan is far greater than our plan.
*My Prayer* Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders
Let me walk upon the watersWherever You would call me
Take me deeper than my feet could ever wander
And my faith will be made stronger
In the presence of my Savior
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