11 days till new apartment!

This weekend I was in Tuscaloosa when Jacob wasn't. It was not as great of a weekend without him there, but I did get to see my best friend that has been in New Zealand for a month. We move into our apartment in exactly 11 days so I was packing up my apartment preparing for the move. I have a lot of stuff, not fun to box up. This weekend had it's highs and lows. I got to see Jacob on Sunday night and got to go to his house which is first since everything happened, but still a little discouraging. I wish everything could go back to how it was except with this new found love we have for each other. I was really hit hard with the realization that this is really difficult and it is going to take more time then I have in my head it will take. I am just hoping that after we are in Tuscaloosa together and see each other every day that things will get that much better. I can only hope right. I am trying to take things one day at a time, but it is really hard not to look into the future. That is what I always do. I want my boyfriend back.