Family Reunion

So because of the actions I took I am not in Indiana, where I should be, with the one I love. It's very frustrating and heart breaking knowing that the stupid things that I did have brought me here. Everyday I wish/want to go back and change everything. Tell myself that we can make this work and be in this happy place without all the hardships that we are having to go through now. I have to keep telling myself that everything happens for a reason. I think that reason is because this separation helped our relationship and made us grow up alot. I now feel like I am in a grown up relationship and know that if we can get through this, we can get through anything. It is still hard at times like this, when i should be doing something else, and I barely get to talk to him.

This is us 4 years ago at this same reunion in Indiana :)